To Nikol

(zu hören auf meinem ersten Album "Fragile Answers")

To Nikol, I will say
That I can not go on
I was acting like a fool
And suddenly, she's gone
I know what you're thinking:
"Just learn to be strong"
But first of all, I tell her
Why everything went wrong

And to Rikk, I will say
That it is not his fault
When I look upon the floor
Or I refuse to talk
I know what you're thinking:
"Sometimes it has to end"
But first of all, I tell him
I'm glad that he's my friend

To the world, I will say
Don't stare at me like this
I get sad and I get mad
And I clench my fist
I should just not give a fuck
'bout what they think of me
But I'm a part of this world
And I will always be

And to you, I will say
You don't have to be down
Music stills the pain and heals
Even the saddest clown
I know what you're thinking:
"I don't know what to say"
But first of all, I tell you
Just shut up and press play

(04. 12. 2008 - 5 months after it)